What if my husband finishes the last of the cheesecake and there's none left for me? What if I eat my whole meal plan and I'm still hungry at the end of the night? I just feel like I need to eat my whole meal when I'm at a restaurant. If I don't eat now,... Continue Reading →
How do you react to suffering?
Having an eating disorder or related problem = SUFFERING. How do you typically react to this suffering? What it looks like to minimize your suffering "It's not a big deal. Other people have it way worse than me." You push yourself too much and end up in situations that are really challenging. You beat yourself... Continue Reading →
The SOS Prayer
Now that I spend my days with a little diva 2-year old and her newborn brother, I find myself asking for patience ALL. THE. TIME. I will stop and just ask for it out loud… while the toddler dilly dallies down the stairs at sloth speed, the baby is wailing, and my anxiety is creeping upward... Continue Reading →
Eating Disorders and God
...my own God world VS the eating disorders world